Thats it. there she goes.
IM IN A BREAK DOWN!
its like life ended so abrubtly.
its so abrubt. sparks btwn us died and nv lighted again.
sadness brushes my deepest thoughts and stayed there.
not leavin' an inch.
disideratum of having her beside me nv fails to surge me.
but it seems ever so far are we.
ive words that hurt her at times.
but i din meant it at all.
im sorry is all i can say.
how stupid was i.
but im not wad shes searching for. thats the reason she gave.
love doesnt seem to come into my life.
tears surge me, and falls slowly. depressed and dejected.
~dead.
probably the only word to describe me. =(.
no longer. euphoric.
